Thursday, April 1, 2010


We hiked up the neighboring mountains and the town below is our village :)


Our CBT group shopping for veggies.


I brought you all to Morocco, aka my photo wall to help me keep my sanity during training.


My mom, aunt and me dressed up like a Berber bride.... awesome huh?


Martin and I.


Yes, I made it up the mountain!


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This ones a long one.

I have lived in Morocco one entire month and I can’t hardly believe how quickly it has passed. Everyone said that it would pass quickly and there were many days I didn’t believe it could be true, but it really is going by quickly. I am working hard at learning the language and being somewhat unsuccessful. We have our mid-term examination this week and frankly, I have no idea if I am going to pass. Some things I just understand, science and math, they just make sense. Language is an entirely different story. You can ask anyone I knew growing up, I was just never successful at grammar and language, which is making learning Tashlheet quite difficult.

There are 6 of us environmental volunteers learning Tashlheet and as expected, some are catching on faster than others. We do anywhere from 4 to 6 hours of language a day and then go back to our host families and speak Tashlheet until we go to sleep. The other Americans are a welcome relief from the intense and constant Tashlheet we hear at home, and the English provides a nice transition period before I am an alone in my village with no English speakers around. I am getting better as the weeks go on but we will be at our site for our visit in about 2 weeks and I hope my language drastically improves before then, or else it will be a lot of short sentences and simple commands at my site ☺

One of the main things that Peace Corps stresses during training is learning to integrate yourself into the community. If my final community is anything like my training community, I will have no issues at all. They have been so welcoming and warm that I can only assume all of Morocco is this wonderful. I want to paint a picture of my community for you, just so you can begin to empathize with what life is like here.

My community is located about 30km away from the “big” city of Ouarzazet, which is only about 70,000 people. The only way to get here is to take a taxi from the big city to a smaller, hub city, then catch another cab to our town. It is located between two Kasbah’s which provide some tourism for the region but little income for the people of my village. There is one school, servicing grades one through six. After 6th grade, students must travel to another city to attend the intermediate and high schools. There is one mosque and supposedly 7 tahanouts (shops) but I have only ever seen 5 open. These little shops carry necessary supplies, like propane (Buta) gas, noodles, flour, yogurt, milk and some other smaller items like candy and soda, my personal favorites. The town was developed between a main paved road and the river. The houses are all located next to the road and the fields are located next to the river. Over hundreds of years of living at this site, the people have realized the risks and benefits of their environment and adjusted accordingly. Unlike many developments in the states, the people of the village have moved their houses away from the river and further upland to prevent flooding and to reserve the most fertile land for farming. This way when the river snakes and floods, their houses are not flooded out.

As I have mentioned in previous posts, the village has a water dilemma and I have gotten some more information on it. Right now we are on day 15 without water to the village. Basically some poorer quality pipes were installed to pump the water from a main hub town and they have failed. In an effort to prevent more breakage, they have stopped providing water to the village. There are two main problems with this, number one, they still have to pay a usage fee for water, despite the fact that they have none. Number two, they have to work way way harder to get water. When I first got here, I was not as worried about the water because most if not all, of the water that comes through the pipe is treated and safe to drink. Now that we are on day 15 without running water, we do not have that luxury of safe water anymore. There are two options for the people of the village to get water, a well or the irrigation ditch. Neither are better than the other and both are pretty risky, as far as bacteria growth ect. Despite these challenges, the people of my village seem not too bothered by the excess work involved or the risk, they just go about their daily lives like they always have. This is starting to seem like nothing to them, this lack of running water. It makes me laugh whenever I think about it because I can remember maybe one or two times in my entire life when either the water went out or the electricity was our for a hour or two at most, and the people of St. Louis entering panic mode, even suing the electric company for these problems! The people of my village don’t flinch at a power outage or a water absence, they just keep on living!

In regards to the water, I have started to become a lot more careful of what I am putting into my body since the water we are drinking either came from an irrigation ditch that is fertilized with animal manure and from a well that is located below where most of the septic type systems were put in, thus I worry about leaching. I have been boiling my water and purchasing most of my drinking water from the tahanout. This is problematic because it produces lots of plastic waste which is not recycled and cannot be composed, so we are not really sure what to do with the bottles yet. The water situation at our school is an entirely different issue but what I can tell you from personal experience is that water is extremely heavy. I remember that from carrying cases of Whitney’s water up to our room in the sorority house but man, it is quite a work out carrying 10+ liters of water a couple of blocks from the well or irrigation ditch to our home.

The nice part of the water shortage is that I have become more aware of my water usage and the amount of work needed to get the water to use. Since water is heavy, and I get tired easily, carrying 10+ liters of water back just so you can take a shower seems silly. Instead you can use a liter or two to rinse off and it will do the trick. This may sound gross to nearly all of you in America, and I completely understand. I was once a shower every day kind of gal, but frankly if you had to carry those 40 gallons of water you use to shower everyday up a hill to your house, you would think twice about if you really needed that shower or it could hold off.

The same is true for washing clothes. Claire has figured this out quite well in America, but I think its mostly laziness instead of and eco conscious mind, but either way. You really do not need to wash your clothes every day, every other day or even every couple of times you wear them. Clothing can actually last quite a few uses without getting so smelly the people around you start to express concern. Underwear is another issue entirely and should be worn once and wash but thankfully they are easy and require little water to wash. Since I have been here I have only washed my clothes twice and it is actually working out okay. Washing your clothes by hand with a washboard is a water/ labor/ soap intensive process and doesn’t need to be done more than once every week or two. Also, hang drying your clothing accomplishes the same thing a dryer does but with significantly less (aka none) electricity.

So here’s my request to my American family and friends, for two whole weeks, drink the water from the tap. Get yourself a plastic or reusable (if you need one, we have lots at my home on Kerth) bottle and drink tap water. It tastes great, doesn’t waste plastic which requires lots of oil, water and electricity to make and as much to recycle, and it is SAFE. ABSOLUTELY SAFE. The water in America is treated and ready for your use, so try it out. You will save money, plastic and just may find that helping the earth can help your budget too!

Throughout our training we have done a great deal of community integration and information work trying to figure out as much about our community as humanly possible. We have learned about associations, needs of the community, sources of income and more importantly, why people act the way they do based on their situation. We have learned a lot of the communities relationship with the natural world that surrounds and sustains them as well as the social and economic programs in place to help make the community better. One random fact we learned is that a main source of income for the community is actually money sent from relatives who work in bigger cities and have better jobs, since there is not a great deal of opportunity for work in our village.

The one source of income in the community besides just general labor is farming. The fields are stunningly green and actually relatively productive for the rocky and dry soil that they have to work with. They grow lots of olives, almonds and alfalfa. One interesting fact is that the almonds and olives as well as the oil are not sold at the souk (weekly market) like I would expect, but instead used for personal use or sold/ bartered for by people within the community. The almonds and olives we eat are delicious because they come from the fields right next to us and are tended to by local villagers. While I think they would benefit greatly from a cooperative that could sell these products at local markets, they seem to be doing okay just trading amongst themselves.

The whole point of explaining my community to you was for you to understand that the people of my village have lots of time on their hands and like to use it being social, like most human beings. This has made them extremely hospitable to me and everyone one else who is in the town. No one is ever too busy to stop and say hello or to ask how your doing. One group of unmarried women a little younger than me have taken to me quite quickly. I am sure I provide them some sort of daily entertainment with my lack of Tashlheet or French, my inability to carry excessive loads of grain from the fields and my inability to cook bread from scratch, but whatever the reason, they have become my friends. Friends being a relative term since about 91% of the time I have no idea what they are asking me or what they are talking about, but they are nice to me, serve me tea, look at my pictures, practice my language and show me around the village. I get lots of “do you have this in America” questions and most of them are humorous. Some of my favorites include, “does America have cows” or “does America have water than runs all the time”. They are asking because they are curious and know little about my homeland, a place very foreign to them, and I am always happy to answer. Explaining that America is not just a land of money and wealth, but that people farm and work and cook and do a lot of the same things that Moroccans do. One of the three goals of the Peace Corps is to teach Moroccans about America, which I am trying to do every day. My new friends even helped my milk a cow, which I haven’t done since a class I had in college.

One of the greatest experiences I have had with this group involve me coming home from school, tired and sort of cranky, to a group of women who want me to hang out with them. Somewhat resistant, I convince myself that I need to have as many experiences as possible, so I head out with them. They take me to a new home I have never been too and I am not exaggerating with this number, there were 13 women and 26 children in this compound. They had gathered all interested parties and children to come check out this “American” who was living in their village learning Tashlheet. I got poked and prodded by the children and asked lots of questions by the women, most of which I didn’t understand and couldn’t answer. I appreciated the fact that so many people wanted to come and learn about me and my story, despite the somewhat crazy feeling of being put on the spot with limited language skills with so many people. Another important point, that some of you will find humorous is that Moroccan women and Moroccan men hold hands with the same gender as a sign of friendship. As most of you know, I pretty much hate holding hands. I am not sure why but I have always preferred to have my space and holding hands violates that, so you can imagine the look on my face and feeling uncomfortable as two of my new friends grabbed each of my hands and we walked around the village. Numerous times I tired to break the hold, but it wasn’t going to happen. I guess this is one part of Moroccan culture I haven’t quite embraced yet.

Most of my time in the village is spent either in the school, walking around outside or with my host family. The days are packed and after dark is filled with host family bonding. I know I have mentioned this before but my host family is great, really great. I have been blessed with a loving, energetic, young, patient family who has welcomed me with open arms. As payment for their kindness, I have been trying to share a little bit of me and my ways with them. I have taught them to leave the skins on their veggies, since the skin contains lots of nutrients, not to overcook their veggies so they can maintain these same vitamins and minerals. I have showed them how to wash their hands before dinner and after using the restroom and how to brush their teeth in the morning and evening time. I am not sure if they will retain any of these habits, but little by little I am teaching them what I can, and they are in return, teaching me way more. Just the other day my host mother and aunt dressed me up like a Berber bride and let me take pictures looking like a Moroccan rock star. This was quite an awesome experience in female bonding. I appreciate that my mother treats me more like a friend than a child and that has worked out in my favor. There are always lots of little ones running around and having fun, something that has helped me integrate better and something I cant wait for my family to have back in the states.

One last final story I wanted to share with you in this long blog post (I apologize) is my trip up the mountain. My village is located in-between two smaller, older mountains but on clear days you can see the taller, snowcapped Atlas mountains. For weeks, my group has been talking about climbing up the mountain to get a better view, I have had absolutely zero intention of joining them. Mountain climbing/ walking just doesn’t really seem up my alley mostly because it is hard, sweaty and I seems like a lot of work. I figured I would just get the pictures from them when they came down, but I am so glad I succumbed to peer pressure and made the climb, it was absolutely breathtaking. Much like that silly mountain in Thailand I climbed, it was hard and definitely required some resting periods but was so worth it when I got up there. I have to send a shout out to my much more outdoorsy group (for example, two of them biked over 6,000km from California to Florida this fall) for helping me out and not leaving me behind! Once we climbed the initial mountain, we got a great great view but it just wasn’t good enough for everyone but me, so we climbed another smaller incline to reach the tallest point around, it was awesome. We got an amazing view of my village, the river, the mountains and the area surrounding. Moroccan desert is truly a beautiful place. I will post some pics so you can see what I got to see. All in all it was an invigorating climb and I am super glad I did it. I think there are more hikes in my future!

Thanks for making it through this extremely long post but I want you guys to feel like you are here and a part of this and I want you to learn a little bit about Morocco in the process. I miss you all greatly, every day. Keep the letters/ emails coming! I should get my final placement on April 15th, then I will know where I will be for the next two years, I will keep you posted. Love you all!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010


Mary, myself, Max and Jesse outside our hotel in Ourz for a hub day.


Our beloved dog Linda, before she passed away ;(


My bed in my room in my host families home. I used to sleep on blankets on the floor, like most poor Moroccans, but Martin loaned me his sleeping pad so my situation is much improved ;) Regardless, my pillow is still made of rocks.


Jesse trimming Joe's beard. It was time.

Just another day

I could name every blog post “Every Day is an Adventure” because my life is really that insane. Every day in Africa is a new adventure and here is just one example.

I wasn’t feeling well at all yesterday, so I went to bed as soon as dinner was done at about 9:30pm. They eat very late here. Laying down was especially awesome because I traded Martin my extra towel for a sleeping pad. This was a nice alternative to the hard concrete floor I was sleeping on, I thank him immensely for the temporary trade. After a good 10+ hours of sleep and some really weird dreams, I awoke today ready for an adventure and an adventure is exactly what I got. Siad, our instructor, decided this morning to host class outside, so we got our easel and headed for the fields. We were initially looking for farmers to practice our language on, but they were on “Moroccan time” so of course they were not there. We were outside until about 10am, then it was tea time, so back to the house we went. Being outside was a nice change of pace from sitting inside all the time and I think the sunshine did us a little good.

After some more language and lunch we headed outside again to see if we could find some farmers to ask about their work in the fields. At first we couldn’t find any, so we talked to some women washing their clothes in the river. The good news is that the once chocolaty looking river has cleared up a lot and is looking much better. While I don’t necessarily like the idea of putting detergents in the river, these women have little option since we haven’t gotten water in our taps for over a week now and most families stock piles have long since depleted.

We started to walk back in defeat but we got lucky and found one lowly famer in his fields. Not only did we find a farmer to answer our questions, we found my host grandfather, one of the oldest and most enthusiastic men in the village. He is 80 years old and literally the nicest man I have ever met. He had no problem answering our silly questions and listening to our broken Tashlheet and he even sat with us in the fields for 45 minutes talking about farming and the olive and almond trees he tends too.

At 4pm, it was tea-time so we invited him back for some tea at our school which also double as Said’s house. We were glad he accepted the invitation because he shared some more information (through our translator, of course) and was a nice addition to our afternoon snack.

After snack, we had some independent study time, which is much needed, to comprehend the massive amount of information we get on any given day.

At 5:40, Martin and I headed home and that is where the read adventure began. Before I even got in my door, my host aunt and neighbor taught me how to beat open almond fruits to get the seeds. The one benefit to this labor-intensive process is the delicious snack it produces. They were quite possibly the most organic things I have ever eaten. They came from a tree, which was planted from an almond seed off another tree, the tree was never treated to pesticides or chemicals, just some water and animal manure when needed. The almond fruits were picked by hand and put in a bag then given for me to crack open. The almonds were delicious and organic, a two in one combo!

I then went inside and put my stuff down, only to give Asma and Hasna some clips I had bought them from the mini market that had been set up in our town. Asma and I then headed back outside for a walk. We didn’t get more than 20 steps from our front door when the local hen club commanded me to sit down.

The next 40 minutes were the most culturally beneficial and mentally draining I have had so far in Morocco. What started with 2 women asking me some questions in Tashlheet turned into 19 women and girls standing around me saying God only knows what and asking me questions I could only begin to comprehend. I think that for only about 2 weeks of language training, my Tashlheet is pretty good given my limited background knowledge, but today just showed me that I have so much more to learn. This is a synopsis of what I think happened during the conversation.

I was introduced to everyone.

We went over body parts and clothing in both English and Tashlheet mixed with some French.

One woman tried to trade me her ring for my beloved Presidents ring. I almost gave it to her because I don’t understand
Tashlheet.

They asked if I was married, I said no. Then they asked why not, like 50 more times.

I named everything in the kitchen I could remember.

They asked if I could stay in Asfalo, so they could go to America, like a trade of sorts.

They mentioned that America was good and Asfalo was boring, I countered saying I liked Asfalo a lot.

They tried to name me Fatima, which ironically enough is the name I would choose for myself if I had to choose an Arabic name,
but I insisted on keeping Care-um (my adopted name since Cara is difficult to say).

We went over some more nouns.

Lots of loud talking and laughing, but that is normal.

The conversation got most interesting when the town “it” girl showed up. She is a really funny (I see other people laughing so I assume she is funny), pretty and voice torus girl who I am sure knows everything about everyone. On a side note, she is the leader of the “hen club” mentioned in earlier blog posts who also wants to marry Martin. She came in talking to me about all kinds of things I didn’t understand. From what I can gather, I am getting henna on my hands tonight after dinner, but I will keep you posted on if that actually happens or I just couldn’t understand the Tashlheet. The funniest part of the entire conversation was when my housemother, Fatima, finally came and saved me, saying I needed to go with her and get water from the well. She always seems to read my mind and I appreciate that.

Before I left, the leader of the “hen club” said something along the lines of why I was not washing Martin’s clothes for him. She was concerned that I was making him wash his clothes when I should be doing it. It’s hilarious because they are convinced we are secretly married or at least dating, maybe because we walk home from school together or maybe because its just something fun to talk about. Whatever the reason, I busted into laughter and reminded them that Martin and I were not married and that he could do his own laundry.

Needless to say I learned a lot from my first wall crouching experience and I certainly picked up some language along the way. Like I said, every day in Morocco is an adventure and I wouldn’t trade it for anything. I would also like to say that my youngest host sister is wearing an ‘Easter” type sweater with two bunnies on it and lots of orange and pink fringe. It reminds me that Easter is coming up and while I will not be able to celebrate it with the traditional bunnies and eggs that I am used to, I will at least see if I can get my sister to wear this orange sweater. ☺

A Day in the Life

A lot of people have been shooting me emails recently asking me what a day in my life is like. I hope this will clear it up, for all those interested.

As an FYI, my schedule changes daily and will drastically change in the beginning of May when I have finished my training and (InShallah) get sworn in as a volunteer.

Here is a general idea:

7:30am: Wake up/ Brush my teeth

7:40am: Eat breakfast (usually consists of bread and jam and ALWAYS tea).

7:55am: Leave to walk to school

8:00am- 10:00am: Tashlheet language training

10:00am- 10:15am: Tea/ Snack Break

10:15am- 12:15pm: Tashlheet language training

12:15pm- 2:00pm: Lunch break/ Study Time/ Go for a walk

2:00pm- 4:00pm: Cross Cultural Lesson

4:00pm- 4:15pm: Tea/ Snack break

4:15pm- 5:15pm: Cross Cultural Lessons/ Language Review

5:15pm- 6:00pm: Independent language study time/ tutoring

6:00pm: Back to my host family

6:05pm- 8:45pm: study, shower (when possible), wash clothes, cook dinner, meet family/ neighbors, watch TV with the family,
do homework

8:45- 9:15pm: Dinner

9:15pm- 9:30pm: Dishes and clean-up

9:30pm: Back to my room for some journaling/ brushing my teeth/ watching an episode of a favorite TV show/ more studying and finally off to bed.

As you can see, our days are quite full, lots of language and lots of culture. While I get a decent number of hours of sleep a night, I am physically exhausted most of the time. I like getting to practice my language in a home setting where they know I am learning and work hard to make sure I understand what they say.

We also have “hub” days where all of the Environment trainees head back to our hub site for a day or two of general knowledge type stuff including food safety, security, traveling, shots and technical environmental information.

My days are full of language and I do enjoy the opportunity to spend some time with the other five trainees in my village, it makes the culture and language shock process a little easier.

I hope this helps you understand a little better what my days are like here in Morocco.